Random thoughts…Sunday September 16, 2007 - Author: NightStorm -
We each have a quest… a goal in life that we aspire to reach. While some are misguided along the way, others succeed with phenomenal results, leaving the rest of us in awe at what they have managed to do in their short time here.
I thought I knew why I was here. Note the use of past tense. Events that have taken place in this past year has sent my “plans” into chaos, calling for a sudden “rewrite”. A few times, I thought I had it all figured out again, only to have life toss another grenade in my direction, throwing things into disarray. Well, I think this time I might have it beat. I hope so, at least, because this current quest… this current goal to which I wish to aspire to reach, is one that I can be happy with. It’s not merely to survive, nor to “have the most toys”. No, the quest I have picked to follow is something different from those. I have finally found love, and through it, happiness. Yeah, sappy moment. But ya know something? That’s cool, because even when I have moments of doubt where I question if these feelings are real or just in my mind, Tami does something that totally blows me away and reminds me that it’s for her I now breath.
Will she ever see this? Likely not… I’ve never been known as much of the blogging type, so no one really follows up on it. But even if she never does actually read this, I still hope she knows how I feel for her, and what she means to me.
I may not be the best person in the world, or even in the same class… but I’m the best me I can be, and that seems to be enough for her. 🙂I hope you all find love, wherever it may be. And when you do, make sure you never let it go.
Take care, everyone. And on that final note, I love you Tami.
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